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Lost in a Memory

Lost in a memory of u n me
u n me 2gether smiling laughin just happy
I miss ur arms around me
I miss ur smile n kiss
The way we joked n were so playful
But im just here lost in only a memory of u n me

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Whe I tell u "I love u" u kno itz true
But now we live hundreds of miles away
Can u still feel the love i have for u?
It's still strong n maybe growing
I just wish I could show u the love i still have 4 u

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oh no the parents calling
drop the razor blade
hide ur wrists
all they see is the blood
blood dripping
dripping off my wrist onto the floor
they dont notice my sorrow and pain
they just see the blood dripping on the floor
they watched me fall to my death
all thats left of me is my lifeless body n the blood on the floor
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i wish i could feel ur soft touch
i wish i could taste ur sweet kiss
i wish i coul hear the beat of ur heart
i juss wish i could wake up by ur side & feel ur body next 2 mine & kno we'll b 2gether 4-ever


[If I Lost U]

if i lost u
i donno how i'd survive
if i lost u
i'd have nothing to live 4
if i lost u
i think i would die
if i lost u
i dunno what i'd do....
i dun wanna find out either
better believe it when i say "i love u"
b/c its tru i never wanna lose u


thats sum of my poems i'll put more in as soon as i get em outta storage!!

i havent updated in a lil while....but as for now i feel like shit...i think i gots strep throat...it hurts just 2 swallow....o0o my man came n seen me Saturday...we got so blazed......i had fun..........ugh i dont feel like talkin much....laterz


~*Sunny*~

been outta skewl for like a month now lol its crazy....i missed a week of skewl cuz i hadda go 2 Arkansas......n only went 1 day the week i got back cuz i finished my finals n didnt have 2 go....n so i've been like really bored....i go back the 11th...i dont really wanna go tho....i seen one of our rent a cops (security gaurds) at a resturaunt.....he likei hates me which i dont care lol......b4 my bf got kicked outta skewl we'd go down the hall yellin RENT A COP!! lol wuz fun.....but he got kicked out 4 skippin n goin 2 get high n comein back 2 skewl high lol.....i havent seen him sence december 18th tho......he went 2 jail for like a week we talk on the phone sometimes now but idk...we're just kinda growin apart ....theres nothin i can do tho...yea it sux ass but o well......-blah-well idk what else 2 write so ima just go n chat on yahoo messenger lol...laterz ya'll


~*Sunny*~

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labret
You like to be different, not like the so-called average person. You've had it tough and your're some what rebelious.

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Weed
Ahh your a stoner ((maybe we should talk))... you are truly a unique person. You are prolly a very smart person, but in your own way. You are close with your friends... sometimes ignorant people will get in the way and think that your a big looser, but thats not how you are, you just like to look at the world from a different perspective, and you like to giggle alot - but who the fuck doesnt??Maybe you have some personal issues going on, but thats part of life - shit will work out. If not, then there is always the option of staring a marijuana farm!!!!

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Hell Yea...4:20 all the way!!!!!!!!!!!
You are a badass stoner and always will be...keep toking man and remember puff puff pass...always choose green,and be nice to ur neigbor b/c u never kno whos gonna supply.4:20

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4:20!!!!
You are stoner to the max and you ike to have fun keep on toking man...puff...

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CANNIBAL
Remember Hannibal Lector? Well you and him are very close fucking friends there buddy... maybe too close... that's right... you like biting people, you like blood, and you have no fucking problem putting someone on a stick and cooking them like they were a piece of steak in your backyard. You are one sick fuck... not only do you kill people, but you also eat them. Sometimes you even eat them while they are still alive. Would you like fries with your human fingers on a stick?

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Your Power Color Is Blue Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. What's Your Power Color? Take This Quiz Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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